how long can you carry your cross…
Monday, April 30, 2007~=Chapter 5 Household (April 30, 2007)=~
the activity was held at our house… ehermm… mag tatagalog n nga lng akoh… mas masaya mag kwento ng YFC activities pag tagalog eh… hehe… so aun nga smin ginanap… nkakapanibago xe rare lng n magkaron ng isang activity s bahay… tsaka medyo mdami cla pumunta… d akoh ready n gnun cla kdami dadating… pero mas ok un.. mas maraming pinadala c God… khit medyo magulo ang mainit… ashtig p din… here's the topic n diniscuss nmin…
naglalakad c God at isang guy s isang mahabang daan… like ung mahabang mahaba talaga… then pinadala ni God dun s guy ung cross nia… un dinala nman nung guy… habang sinusundan nia c God… mas lalong bumibigat ung cross n dinadala nia… tapos may mga different things p like nails and thorns ung cross… ang gnawa nung guy binawasan nia ung cross… habang palayo n cla ng palayo tugitigil ung guy pra bawasan ung cross n dnadala nia… then dumating ung point n naisip niang iwanan ung cross… pero naisip nia pinadala s kanya ni God un… kaya tinuloy nia ung pagbubuhat pero binabawasan nia p din ung cross… tumigil c God s harap ng isang cliff… cnbi ni God dun s guy… lagay mo ung cross pra makatawid tau s kbila ng cliff… wala mailagay ung guy kc kakabawas nia nung cross kasya n s palm nia ung buong cross… gnun n kaliit… aun dun n natapos ung story… ang questions ay idescribe mo ung sarili mong cross? and hangang saan mo madadala ung cross mo?..
~= mga reactions at sharings= ~
"don't be depressed, sarili mu lng nman ang kalaban mo eh…"
- gege n nagbabalik
"bkit b tau nabubuhay… bkit b may mundo?.. nabubuhay tayo pra makilala ntin c God…"
- cheche
"swerte akoh dhil d gnun kbigat ung cross koh… kaso isang kamay lng ung gnagamit kung pambuhat… ung isang kamay koh bc s mga walang kwentang bagay… but now i learned to use both of my hands to carry my cross…"
- myself (naks…)
"kung may mkita taung nalaglag n pins or nails… wag mo lng iwasan.. pulutin mo na… kc bka pagbalik mo tsaka mo maapakan…"
- tin tin
"ung cross ko, puno ng pictures ng family, friends at mga k-YFC ko… nilagay un ni God dun pra mapagkuhanan ko ng strenght kapag nghihina n ko…"
- alvin w/ his new hairstyle and guitar
"mahirap sbihin pero hangang makakaya, kakayanin"
- answer halos ng lahat s second question
"khit kunti lng ung food mapagkakasya nmin un… YFC yan eh…"
- me to my mother after ng activity (hahaha)
"nandyan b c vanessa hudgens???"
- sms ko kay ate che after nung activity (hehehe…)
"d n ko nkpagstrum… ang skit n ng kamay ko… hehehe…"
- alvin after ng opening worship (bago nga gitara mo…)
"galingan mo pag bless ng food kuya vj…"
- michael to me bago ako magclose at bless ng food
"ang bait nman ng batang to, mano ng mano…"
- may mother to alvin (aukong maniwala… haha..)
"so nkakamiss din pla ang LRT-2…"
were supposed to have a jogging today… but for some unknown reasons… it was cancelled… well actually im not expected to come…(coz my reply was sent around midnight haha…) so they don't send me an sms that the jogging is cancelled… what am i supposed to do?.. unfortunately i can't go back to bed coz i'm more than ready to go out of our house… (actually… i already felt its cancelled coz no one replies to me… but my instinct teels me to still take a bath) so i just decided to go to PUP… its been two weeks(or more, i think) since the last time i went there… nothings going to change anyway(except that i need to change my jogging pants… i don't want to go to school on jogging pants[except PE classes]) so i started my school day daily routine... walking to the jeep station, taking a jeepney ride up to Santolan and lastly riding LRT-2 up to Pureza station…(i miss sleeping while on the jeep… huhuhu…) the best part is the LRT ride… it's somewhat… hmm… how should i say it… nostalgic i guess… the coldness of the steel framework of the train where i lean on every ride… my reflection on the glassdoor… the passengers who silently observe each other… i never thought, after riding on the train for almost a year, that i'll miss it… or do i really miss it?.. is it really the ride that i really miss?.. well… maybe… i just don't know… and i guess its better that i don't know… but 'feeling' is different from 'knowing' right?.. i better stop my nonsense thoughts right now…
and by the way i got my sched for next sem… and im a little dissapointed… Logic classes which i need to take this sem clashes on my sched… bad luck… i hope the college will give us some consideration and give our class our own Logic class… 3/4 of the class failed anyway so i guess its possible… and oh i don't have classes on monday & thursday unless theres no other way but to take a logic class on one of those two…



